exactly, that's I'm talking about
yea i hate it.. because everyones cool and fun to hang around with .. and if i had the time i'd be there.. but i have full time work and school... along with all spiritual duties.. it's impossible to fit everyone in..
yeah, so say that you decide just to stick with a smaller group, well, sure, you get close to them, and that's good, but then you feel like you're either cheating other people, because you hardly ever hang out with them, or you feel like your missing out on stuff. I don't know. Like you said, there's work, things to do, and spiritual duties--and not one of those can you really do with out (although I am jobless at the moment).
of course, you're assuming that other people enjoy your company.
haha, that sounded rough, so I just thought I'd add a little laugh: hehehe
no, no, it's all good, dean, I took it as a joke (and I was actually say exactly what you said)