However yesterday was pretty scary..
I like accidently cut off this man.. who was of ARAB, INDIAN nationality..
right.. so right then and there.. the fears brought forth from the world set in.. anyway. it was even on person.. it was either cut him off or smash into the car that stopped short.. so i did.. anyway .. the next light is red.. so he quickly pulls to the side of me. to yell at me i guess.. anyway to make him look stupid.. i stop quick.. so he goes pass me.. haha.. anyway i stay there.. and he's confused.. until he finally pulls in front of me.. and starts giving me the italian FU.. ( then hand under the chin thing) little did he know.. if he tried to step out the car.. i had my knife and i would have stabbed him.. IN SELF DEFENSE of course.. it was a close one !!!
yeah, but what about paranoia
whenever i'm stopped at a red light and i notice that there's no other cars around - usually really early in the morning on my way to work - i get this really paranoid, scared feeling... i lock all the doors, turn off the music to listen for any perpetrators... and then the light turns green and i'm saved! there are killers EVERYWHERE! especially in byram! it's the killer capital of the US.... :)
i only do that when thre's a crowd of black men on the corner.. when i'm driving through harlem at 3 in the morning..!!
it's scary !!! but then i remember that i'm black..
and everything is ok
why is it that EVERY road in the city ends up in harlem?? pracically anyone u talk to thats gotten lost in the city winds up in harlem! weird right?
the worst time was coming home from snowboarding cause we thought our boards were gonna get stolen off the top of the car!