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fionnaOG 2002

i know my definite changing point was when i became really depressed. like i was so mad at myself and the world and people around me. i seriously wanted to die. i contemplated different ways of sucide several times. so when i would sit so depressed and willing to die i felt so stupid. so i figured i should at least talk to one person. so i remember like every night after i would go to sleep i would wake up in the middle of the night and just pray and cry myself back to sleep but after every time i would always feel a little better. i evuantally (and slowly)got better. now i know jehovah will always be there just to help me. i thought this would help some people. letting them know things do get better.

delliott101 delliott101OG 2002

Depression seems to be more common among Jehovah's people than you think... this will shock a few, but I have dealt with it myself in the past, but not to the extent you have... thanks for the comments and I'm sure you have encouraged a few... including me!!!!

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fionnaOG 2002

thanks. i was really nervous about whether or not i should say anything because not a lot of people know about it.

delliott101 delliott101OG 2002

Same here... but then again, you could be anybody anywhere since your profile is a little vague... but nevertheless it takes a lot to admit the problem

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fionnaOG 2002

ha that's because i made a seprate name so i could say it.

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