its always weird when i have to do things by myself. i'm always just surrounded by a million people. so i had recently had to start doing different things by myself and i don't like it. maybe just cuz i hate being alone. there was one time i was at my house alone and people were coming over later but it got dark and they still weren't there. i got scared. it was weird cuz i'm not afraid of the dark or TERRIFIED of being alone but i called them and told them how they had to come over right now. that was a very weird night.