this is weird to me. i love talking to old people or hairdressers. i just like for people to talk and reveal things about themselves. and it's cool to listen to musice together if its something you all wanna listen to but otherwise, if we all can't think of things to talk about, it makes my skin crawl.
and it's not just with friends and i can be quiet with family, b/c it'll be my mom and i or my sister and i and my mom has even told me many times that there is no need for a constant conversation. i'm working on it. managed one trip to the shore without so much talking. it's hard tho.