hmm
maybe this was meant in a really good way
i think .. at my funeral.. i would want people to stand around saying "remember the time Kam had to reach in a toilet to get the office key"
or like
"remember the time Kam tried to do jump on her snowboard and landed on her face"
and laugh
i don't care, laugh at me, laugh with me, i'm dead, and i'm gonna wake up in a meadow petting lions.
Hahaha, I'm the same way. Like, of course I want people to be sad that I'm gone, but also to remember some of the stuff I did, whether it was funny, annoying, or whatever. Just remember me.
I don't know maybe I'm cynical but I don't think I even want people to be sad that I'm gone. For me, death is an easy and quick escape from this awful system of things. Sure i'd like to see the great tribulation and survive it and never have to die... but i wouldn't really mind just bein done with it and wakin up
I duno, death just doesn't scare me at all whatsoever. I think this is sorta a good thing cos if i'm ever threatened with death i'll just be like 'yeah, so?'
But I don't know... i'm sure I would be devastated if a member of my family or a friend died. Soooooooo .. I don't know I don't make sense.
thats how my dad's family does it, they always have like a dinner party afterwards
Irish wake
Is petting lions the main activity you always see yourself doing in paradise too!?
Oh yeah. Definitely. And horseback riding. Bareback.
Oooh I never thought of that one because I'm terrified of horses and all, but I'd love that! I'd feel like and Elf!
yeah i've never ridden bareback. But I want to so bad. Like just hold on to the mane. And run like the wind.