yeah. you're wrong. why do you think nice guys finish last when you have so much? think about what you have. good friends. priveledges in the congregation. the chance to help out the younger ones in your hall by your conduct and good example. a job. (lord knows those are impossible to find these days). a gamecube.

It's about what you have. It's not a contest. you're not competing with anyone for friends, privelegdes, etc. it's about growing. (i'm working on this too, BTW).