awww toddy! you're the best! im sorry you've been through a lot the pst few years...you still have some great friends here and now and remember just cause some of the friends have been DF'd, doesn't mean they don't love you or think about you. i bet it was just as hard for your friend to see you...and hopefully seeing you and other loved ones will kick his butt in gear to make it back.
just remember you're loved and there are better days ahead!
and you need to come and visit....soon!