La Pietà di Filial
by Well today I woke up and realized something. My girlfriend Claire and I have been dating for about 2 years and she is seriously one of the best things to ever happen to me. I know I still act a little quirky and strange (I am sure many of you have something to say about this) being I have bipolar and ADHD. In some ways these chemical imbalances are good because they help me to focus more on something I really like. In other ways they aren't because I cannot shut up or behave at times. I mean I try hard but its very hard to fight. Especially being I won't take any meds because of the ridiculous side effects. I mean I have pushed myself hard to do good in the truth and be a hard worker and relatively friendly to most people. I guess its something not everyone can understand unless they are in your shoes. I mean its been tough since my mom died last year of cancer. I really miss her alot. I got along a lot better with her than my dad. But oh well what can you do? I mean my girlfriend has really been there for me through all of this and is a very forgiving and caring person. What more could I ask for? Anyways I am glad we get along so well. I would not trade our love for anything. I have not woken up as early as today since I can remember. I woke up around 5 and took a long walk to the store to buy some groceries. Then I came back home and cooked me and my roomates some omelettes (however you spell them). I hope they are not mad at me for spicing them up with hot peppers. I love spicy food especially cajun chicken and sushi with the right amount of wassabi on it. Anyways I just want to tell some of the people in the ezabel community that I am sorry if I did anything to annoy them or make them want to smack me. I probably deserve it. So anyways like I hope we can all just get along.
Joe
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whats bipolar?
it's also called manic depressive - extreme highs, followed by extreme lows with regard to mood swings.
i have 2 best friend's who are bipolar.
i hope that's not a joke...saying that they are like two people...and both of your friends, in both moods...wow...if it's not, i love you, let's go go-karting
it's not a joke. i really do.
you sound like mike. the solution to every problem is, "let's go play manhunt."
hyldon's is "i love you let's go go-karting."
i invented manhunt.
also, mahwah is home of the cheerio.
well thats cause manhunt fixes everything... the world would be a better place with more manhunt!
I thought you just told us in the last journal that you were NOT going to tell us your girlfriends name
with fictitious chararcters, I don't think consistency is really a priority
but come on...at least make it a LITTLE believable
so did they like the omelettes or no?
I dont know. I will ask them tomorrow if they recall.
I'm sorry....i have a niece that is bi-polar and schizophrenic. My heart goes out to you, just hang in there!
yea we have a brother in our cong. who is both also. One or the other is bad enough. BUT BOTH! Being m/d myself and misunderstood stinks. Thank Jah for the mood disorder Awake.
I loved those articles. The description of what it's like to have a mood disorder in those articles is the closest I've seen to the reality in print to this date.
I think that was very personal and very sweet. I give this journal entry snaps and liked how it was so personal. woo hoo guilderbellsuck and your girlfriend is fortunate.
thanks alot violet. Haha. oh Iwz... they did like the eggs this morning.