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ekulu by ekulu · Feb 11, 2004 · 103 views · Journal

Ever have someone you know well die, then from time to time you think that you see them walking down the street, or driving past you, until you realize that it can't be them, because they're not alive anymore?

Anyways i dont know what to write about really. I'm just in a kind of weird place with my life, not knowing in what direction it will be going. Maybe I'm just bored. For some reason I feel that life needs to have this constant sense of adventure and thrilling movement. But upon experiencing what real life is like, I see that that adventure is lacking. Maybe i just have to find the adventure in simple, smaller things. Like just goin out and doing something, goin to the beach and running through the sand, standing at the the top of a small mountain and looking out over los angeles, or just lying in moist grass and not caring about the world, with my only concern being the what shapes the clouds above are making.

Maybe. I dunno.

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8 Comments

ilikebirds #1 ilikebirdsOG 2002

the weirdest greatest adventures happen when you're not doing anything as long as your not in your own house. like go do laundry in some weird laundry mat at like 10pm and see whats happens.

skaorsk8 #1.1 skaorsk8OG 2002

maybe he should do his laundry in his boxers...that could be good times

omegatweeter #1.1.1 omegatweeterOG 2003

i does!

ekulu #1.1.2 ekuluOG 2002

i dont think he would fit them. cuz i got budunka-dunk-dunk

fivezero #1.1.2.1 fivezeroOG 2003

..dunk-dunk-dunk-dunk-dunk! ekulu got back! whapeesh!

tinser #2 tinserOG 2002

i keep seeing my next door neighbors cat...its this pinkish whitish cat, really different looking....but it died because the mailman ran it over...but i keep seeing it on my lawn...i call it the ghost cat

starshiptrooper #3 starshiptrooperOG 2003

yeah my mom. i have dreams about her but when i wake up i kno shes not there.
dang, i miss her!

rocksupastar #4 rocksupastarFounder

I was thinking about what you said after i went out in service yesterday, there was this sister in my hall that died last year... I wasnt ALL that particularly CLOSE to her, i mean, i went to pioneer school with her, and i pioneered with her and stuff, but she had other friends. What I felt though, was total respect, she was an amazing person, so strong in the truth for such a young person. She used to push me when we were out in service, I remember one day complaining that i was cold and that i had thin soled shoes, lol, she never let me forget it... but she drove this white piece of junk car, and now another sister in my hall has the same car, and when i saw it yesterday, for a second, i SWORE it was her... so weird.

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