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by Alright so recently I was sort of blind sided by something very very cool.
There is this amazing person who has made me sit up and pay attention... I mean like I have a hard time sleeping sometimes, and we all know the Taking Back Sunday lyric - about "if it isn't keeping you up night's what's the point..." well the point IS - it does keep me up at night!
And I don't know why I am writing it in a journal - maybe for validation so I can see it in type, but I never really thought that I could matter to someone as much as I do to this person. I never ever thought that it'd be possible, I don't know why - but as much as it freaks me out... I really wanna take it slow and see what happens. I want to run and hide but at the same time I feel really really safe with all this.
All I know is that suddenly my plans and the stuff that I was pretty set on doing are starting to take on completely different elements. I mean they are still gonna be my goals but there are different versions of them forming in my head.
Does anyone know what the heck I am talking about??? Alright I need to go and put away all my clothes on account I moved home and am now still living out of my boxes -
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Its an amazing thing when someone does that to you... I LOVE that feeling when you cant sleep because of someone, even if you regret it the next morning! lol. Good for you! and when are we gonna go out in service again?
when are WE going to go out in service? i have a service bag you know....
do you really? Well good! get ur behind down here, i need to start gettin out both days of the weekend i think...
service? sounds like a plan stan - my days are wednesday and friday definately - other days you know see how the mood hits me... lol, um r we playing video games?
this is SO true! when you found that person....they totally occupy you mind and heart! I've been there....keep what you have and as you said take it slow and really get to know each other as best friends also!
i totally want to give you both a hug!!!!
hey thanks - it's very rad.
that is a wonderful feeling and i know exactly what you mean. happened to me once an i was married 1 yr later :)
Does Andrew know? :-P
i usually try to keep my husbands from finding out about each other. men are funny about that-some stupid jealousy thing.
and how's that working out, so far?
pretty good. i'm sneaky. they are just so much work. i think i need to get rid of one.
i suggest keeping andrew. he is excellent at fixing things. he's like macguyver.
yeah i think you are right. he is pretty useful to have around. and cute too.
Which one are you going to get rid of? That's got to be a tough choice.
Well i know what you mean...I think its all awesome, it gets the Pepitone stamp of approval. Just take it slow and it wont go DOWN HILL. get it? hahaha..inside joke Lauren!
seriously costello, you have to write on here more often..
i know - A C Pepitone your stamp means quite a lot...
I know what youre talking about ;) love ... or "like" is in the air :-D
summer fever!! (far more contageous than the ever popular spring fever....watch out kiddies!)
don't tell my heart, my achy breaky heart LOL
sorry the song is stuck in my head.
love is in the air, everywhere i look around...
lol... oh teeny teeny - okay just call me and we can talk about this all... lol.
haha ill just talk to you at the meeting tonight! yey! im so excited that youre coming to my meeting! i miss you so much lauren... it sucks not having you down the hall from me!
hey listen if you are interested in moving out and getting a roommate i know a great person from Michigan you'd LOVE to spend your spare time with. She needs a little love, but hey, who doesn't?
Ooohhh man - i am still SO curious about meeting that chick... she may be perfect for you sweetie. lol.