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falling hard

thefunkyfresh by thefunkyfresh · Sep 7, 2004 · 321 views · · · Journal

The days go by but the story doesn't change
and my only true friends are this pen and page
the only ones to understand why I just can't move on
the only ones who will listen hard

i guess I've fallen hard for you
it wasn't hard to do
but i've done this hurt to myself.
only you can ease my pain
which is why i will hurt forever.
every day i wake up and i hurt,
i make myself hurt

because i keep stealing those glances,
i won't stop looking
i won't stop dreaming
i won't stop trying
i won't stop dying

i've given it a weak attempt
i can't commit to my heart or to my mind
so i'll just wallow here in the middle
one kiss could ease my pain
but then i'd need one every day

i've fallen hard for you.

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19 Comments

thefunkyfresh thefunkyfreshFounder ·

this is something i wrote yesterday, but it's funny how in 24 hours you're entire outlook can change. I feel almost the opposite of this right now

fivezero fivezeroOG 2003 ·

you don't love Mike anymore?

tinser tinserOG 2002 ·

yeah, its so weird how you can feel completely different from one day to the next

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rocksupastarFounder ·

another poem written for me.... dude... im serious... the next one, im putting a restraining order on you.

beachbum beachbumOG 2002 ·

oh matty! that is so sad. but i'm glad you are feeling better. it's strange how much better you can feel once you get things out of your system. call me if you ever need to talk :)

thefunkyfresh thefunkyfreshFounder ·

thanks janine :)

violetboregaurd violetboregaurdOG 2003 ·

very good lyrical structure. amazing how writing can get something out of your system

Are you and mike still on speaking terms? lol.

socalgal socalgalOG 2003 ·

WOW this is great!!! you are my new hero! :P

thefunkyfresh thefunkyfreshFounder informative ·

thanks for all your comments guys, i think mike and i will make it through this rough patch.

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rocksupastarFounder ·

whats this "rough patch" you refer to? that doesnt sound romantic in the least...

suchgr8heights suchgr8heightsOG 2003 ·

sounds like a rash

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rocksupastarFounder ·

yeah, thats what i was thinking.... ew

thefunkyfresh thefunkyfreshFounder ·

i thought you meant "rough" in another way...

forrestina forrestinaOG 2002 ·

rough times. chin up buttercup.

originalsnob originalsnobOG 2004 ·

Very intense...very real.

katiedid katiedidFounder ·

cerrato's been sleeping over a lot......

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rocksupastarFounder ·

daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang

malibu malibuOG 2001 ·

so matt's jealous cerrato is putting a wedge between them? that's so sad.

hunkpapap hunkpapapOG 2003 ·

matt, we've all been there dude....

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