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suchgr8heights by suchgr8heights · Nov 10, 2004 · 202 views · · · Journal

Revisiting J.E.W. = the BEST worst week. EVER.

I’m not alone cause the TV’s on yeah
Things are never gonna be the way you want
Just be yourself, it doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else
Sometimes I wish I could loose you again
You're winning me over with everything you say
You rip my heart right out
I was spinning free with a little sweet and simple numbing me
Sinking into sweet uncertainty
And if you were with me tonight, I'd sing to you just one more time
At the least could we be friends?
Should have never started, ain’t that the way it always ends?
I should've thought things through
I'm holding out, but not getting an answer
You'll take your steps away with hesitance
You’ll take your steps away from me
I'm making my peace, making it with distance
Maybe that's a big mistake
You know I'm thinking of you
I miss you
Honesty or mystery?
Want something else?
Just tell me, I’m not scared anymore.
I got no secret purpose, I don’t seem obvious do I?
I could be so much more than this
I said my goodbyes, this is my sundown.
I'm gonna be so much more than this
With one hand high, you'll show them your progress
You'll take your time, but no one cares
No one cares
don't leave me in the trivia
Give it a name and that's how it stays
over the threshold,
over and out

Ok so I'm a little emo this week...but really.. It's absolutely fantastic when you revisit an album that you never really visited in the first place. You bought it cuz the hooks were catchy and popular, everyone was talkin about it. You pop it in for all of 3 energizing songs and it's back to your secondary case of cds. The non-existent scratches confess the neglect it has withstood, all this time just waiting to find common ground with me.

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19 Comments

superhero superheroOG 2004 ·

i have a mental image ... and it's me ...listening to "Jen" 8 billion times, over and over ... and then "Pain", because I'm angry, and it describes the times we life in, and if people aren't offering anything to the friendship, what's the point?

suchgr8heights suchgr8heightsOG 2003 ·

*Wheel of Fortune - Puzzle : Before and After*

Good
Point
Taken

fivezero fivezeroOG 2003 ·

what is it with you north jersians? so snooty. "we summer, we winter, we spring, we fall" these words aren't verbs! now you're lifing? bah!

iwz iwz ·

I'm glad they removed "Jen" from the final release of the album. It doesn't fit in. Seems more congruous without the track.

web-toedchloe web-toedchloeOG 2001 ·

Wow, I figured out what "congruous" meant, but I never knew it was a word. My hat goes off to you, E.

iwz iwz ·

I was debating between congruous and contiguous. Congruous seemed to be a better fit.

and hat's off to you for figuring out what it meant by context :)

suchgr8heights suchgr8heightsOG 2003 ·

ugh, married mackers. HA! j/k

superhero superheroOG 2004 ·

i didn't know it wasn't on the final release. such a waste. that song rules.

web-toedchloe web-toedchloeOG 2001 ·

I think the whole room/can hear me clear my throat/you rip my heart right out, you rip my heart right out

We once walked out on the beach and once I almost touched your hand/how I dreamed I'd finally say such, if only to pretend

suchgr8heights suchgr8heightsOG 2003 ·

that's my song right now...listened to it three times this morning!

violetboregaurd violetboregaurdOG 2003 ·

Work: Tract 3 - that song is an anthem.
the part where he is so intense about- "I can't just turn off how i feel..."
"... I just can't walk away..."

Seriously I may have listened to that song over and over again - 100 times... I see, in my head, walking away from the person that has your heart, yet you know inside that that person will never be in love with you. That weird game we play where this scenario takes form and in the end you are left listening to a song that makes you remember everything.

hunkpapap hunkpapapOG 2003 ·

see that was why i was in that Philosophical phase. Situations like this. As much fun as it's not, its tough to break...

violetboregaurd violetboregaurdOG 2003 ·

hi - i meant tract 4... and i am not sure of the title - bootleg. but everything else still fits from the previous description.

hunkpapap hunkpapapOG 2003 ·

Track 4, it's not a pamphlet...

sunshyne sunshyneOG 2004 ·

thank you. i was trying to find a nice way to say that.

iwz iwz ·

haha i was so confused

violetboregaurd violetboregaurdOG 2003 ·

thank you - i realized it this morning on my way to work - first thing i thought was "OH man gotta fix my JEW comment on Ezabel..." I admit it I'm addicted.

yay yayOG 2004 ·

uhhhhh, hehlo, uhh hehlo, ugh hehlo

suchgr8heights suchgr8heightsOG 2003 ·

How's the new album?

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