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thefunkyfresh by thefunkyfresh · Jan 25, 2006 · 537 views · · · Journal

life can just be so rediculous sometimes. you live a large portion of your life thinking a certain way and when you finally force yourself to change, the river changes direction and you find you're still swimming upstream. you find out that you don't really know if you want the elusive things you tried so hard to get, but now those things are maybe not so elusive after all. exasperating sometimes. i just gotta be me.

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sweetcaramelOG 2004 ·

It all comes back to being true to oneself, no matter how much we try to improve or change.... sometimes life brings us back to the beginning. I'm finding that the case everyday, as the world changes around me.
I guess life is like a box of chocolates.....but we always get better.

fivezero fivezeroOG 2003 ·

are you inside that box of chocolates? hmmm.

socalgal socalgalOG 2003 ·

the amazing thing....you're in charge and seriously once you reach 25....things jsut seem so much clearer....you change as a person, you're more confident, you know what you want nad know that it's ok to keep all options open and can welcome anything that life throws your way

fivezero fivezeroOG 2003 ·

I kinda agree with this. Turning 25 has been a VERY unique and enlightening thing. Even more so than 18 and 21. It's been fun.

specialk specialkOG 2003 ·

This is SO true.....this past year ('cause I turned 25 in September), I've realized a lot about myself, and I feel more confident, in a lot of ways. I feel like I am more prepared for life in general, and will be able to handle it.

hunkpapap hunkpapapOG 2003 ·

i just started to get fatter when i turned 25..

socalgal socalgalOG 2003 ·

pattycakes you need to stop....

flomojopoanode flomojopoanodeFounder ·

sounds like girl trouble

specialk specialkOG 2003 ·

That's kinda redundant.....girls and trouble, I mean.

C'mon, ladies, you know we drive them nuts. :)

hunkpapap hunkpapapOG 2003 ·

seriously if you need help with any of those girls in the picture, just let me know which one and i'llput in a good word for you...

thefunkyfresh thefunkyfreshFounder ·

my life has suddenly turned into a john cusack movie. i've just experienced the most fascinating, confusing, rediculous, unbelievable turn of events in my entire life and i don't know what to do or what to think

i think i'm just going to just do nothing for now. i've realized over the past few months that I really don't know what i want out of life

ilikebirds ilikebirdsOG 2002 ·

so what girl just threw herself at you?
all of them?
hot.

originalsnob originalsnobOG 2004 ·

this is why you're my hero - Good stuff

*Laughing 'cause you're prolly right, also bet I know who it is...so special, when you're gorgeous you get away w/ anything ;)

ilikebirds ilikebirdsOG 2002 ·

No. You're MY hero!

I'm nothing but a twinkle in your eye.

flomojopoanode flomojopoanodeFounder ·

don't forget mysterious!

web-toedchloe web-toedchloeOG 2001 ·

I gave her my heart and she gave me a pen.

socalgal socalgalOG 2003 ·

awww i saw that yesterday mornign when i was gettnig ready

web-toedchloe web-toedchloeOG 2001 ·

I love John Cusack in that movie: "I'm a guy, I don't care."
"You're not a guy, don't be a guy. The world is full of guys - be a MAN."
"I think I know too many girls."

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brothermanOG 2004 ·

This system is an illusion. It'll all be clearer in the new one. We all go through this. We have periods of not knowing what we want.

flomojopoanode flomojopoanodeFounder ·

you should probably be doing more nothing than you have been. slow and cautious is my advice.

superhero superheroOG 2004 ·

that's not my advice ... my advise is take calculated risks - but don't spend forever waying the options, be confident in what you've learned and be confident in your decision making skills - and then GO WITH IT!

flomojopoanode flomojopoanodeFounder ·

I can agree with this, in most cases this is great advice. I just don't know that this is the course to take in this specific case.

and to quote my least favorite, but wildly accurate scripture, "the heart is treacherous, who can know it."

ilikebirds ilikebirdsOG 2002 ·

indeed. Fortune favors the bold.... and beautiful.... and spicy

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rocksupastarFounder ·

UM NO I WILL NOT MAKE OUT WITH YOU!

thefunkyfresh thefunkyfreshFounder ·

why not?

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rocksupastarFounder ·

shave first, then we'll talk

malibu malibuOG 2001 ·

and by talk u mean swapping saliva dontcha? haha. sickos.

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rocksupastarFounder ·

wow julia! take a shower, sheesh! GROSS

thefunkyfresh thefunkyfreshFounder ·

if you had told me a month ago what my life would be like today I wouldn't have believed it. But I've never been happier

iwz iwz ·

what's different about your life today from a month ago?

web-toedchloe web-toedchloeOG 2001 ·

Come on! You have to share what's different. New girl?

thefunkyfresh thefunkyfreshFounder ·

okay here it is: i started taking vitamins, and you won't BELIEVE the difference. all of a sudden i have energy and i just feel GREAT!! :)

web-toedchloe web-toedchloeOG 2001 ·

Tell us about the girl! Come on, I'm too far away for all the good north jersey gossip.

thefunkyfresh thefunkyfreshFounder ·

to quote stella:

showalter: I feel like a newborn baby lamb, fresh out of the womb, still covered in afterbirth
black: omigod, i am DRIPPING with placenta right now!

superhero superheroOG 2004 ·

are you pregnant and keepign the baby?

thefunkyfresh thefunkyfreshFounder ·

actually i just had the baby!

englandkid englandkidOG 2003 ·

whats wrong with you??? (why do i feel like i ask you that every day?)

ilikebirds ilikebirdsOG 2002 ·

so are you juggling both chicks now...
remember to not get attached to one more than the other...
give both the same amount of time and love.

iwz iwz ·

lol

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rocksupastarFounder ·

FUNKY FRESH IS PREGGOSSSSSS

englandkid englandkidOG 2003 ·

no, hes not he just had the baby, scroll down

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rocksupastarFounder ·

nope hes preggos again

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