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thefunkyfresh by thefunkyfresh · Jan 25, 2006 · 524 views · Journal

life can just be so rediculous sometimes. you live a large portion of your life thinking a certain way and when you finally force yourself to change, the river changes direction and you find you're still swimming upstream. you find out that you don't really know if you want the elusive things you tried so hard to get, but now those things are maybe not so elusive after all. exasperating sometimes. i just gotta be me.

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#1 sweetcaramelOG 2004

It all comes back to being true to oneself, no matter how much we try to improve or change.... sometimes life brings us back to the beginning. I'm finding that the case everyday, as the world changes around me.
I guess life is like a box of chocolates.....but we always get better.

fivezero #1.1 fivezeroOG 2003

are you inside that box of chocolates? hmmm.

socalgal #2 socalgalOG 2003

the amazing thing....you're in charge and seriously once you reach 25....things jsut seem so much clearer....you change as a person, you're more confident, you know what you want nad know that it's ok to keep all options open and can welcome anything that life throws your way

fivezero #2.1 fivezeroOG 2003

I kinda agree with this. Turning 25 has been a VERY unique and enlightening thing. Even more so than 18 and 21. It's been fun.

specialk #2.2 specialkOG 2003

This is SO true.....this past year ('cause I turned 25 in September), I've realized a lot about myself, and I feel more confident, in a lot of ways. I feel like I am more prepared for life in general, and will be able to handle it.

hunkpapap #2.3 hunkpapapOG 2003

i just started to get fatter when i turned 25..

socalgal #2.3.1 socalgalOG 2003

pattycakes you need to stop....

flomojopoanode #3 flomojopoanodeFounder

sounds like girl trouble

specialk #3.1 specialkOG 2003

That's kinda redundant.....girls and trouble, I mean.

C'mon, ladies, you know we drive them nuts. :)

hunkpapap #4 hunkpapapOG 2003

seriously if you need help with any of those girls in the picture, just let me know which one and i'llput in a good word for you...

thefunkyfresh #5 thefunkyfreshFounder

my life has suddenly turned into a john cusack movie. i've just experienced the most fascinating, confusing, rediculous, unbelievable turn of events in my entire life and i don't know what to do or what to think

i think i'm just going to just do nothing for now. i've realized over the past few months that I really don't know what i want out of life

ilikebirds #5.1 ilikebirdsOG 2002

so what girl just threw herself at you?
all of them?
hot.

originalsnob #5.1.1 originalsnobOG 2004

this is why you're my hero - Good stuff

*Laughing 'cause you're prolly right, also bet I know who it is...so special, when you're gorgeous you get away w/ anything ;)

ilikebirds #5.1.1.1 ilikebirdsOG 2002

No. You're MY hero!

I'm nothing but a twinkle in your eye.

flomojopoanode #5.2 flomojopoanodeFounder

don't forget mysterious!

web-toedchloe #5.3 web-toedchloeOG 2001

I gave her my heart and she gave me a pen.

socalgal #5.3.1 socalgalOG 2003

awww i saw that yesterday mornign when i was gettnig ready

web-toedchloe #5.3.1.1 web-toedchloeOG 2001

I love John Cusack in that movie: "I'm a guy, I don't care."
"You're not a guy, don't be a guy. The world is full of guys - be a MAN."
"I think I know too many girls."

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#6 brothermanOG 2004

This system is an illusion. It'll all be clearer in the new one. We all go through this. We have periods of not knowing what we want.

flomojopoanode #7 flomojopoanodeFounder

you should probably be doing more nothing than you have been. slow and cautious is my advice.

superhero #7.1 superheroOG 2004

that's not my advice ... my advise is take calculated risks - but don't spend forever waying the options, be confident in what you've learned and be confident in your decision making skills - and then GO WITH IT!

flomojopoanode #7.1.1 flomojopoanodeFounder

I can agree with this, in most cases this is great advice. I just don't know that this is the course to take in this specific case.

and to quote my least favorite, but wildly accurate scripture, "the heart is treacherous, who can know it."

ilikebirds #7.1.2 ilikebirdsOG 2002

indeed. Fortune favors the bold.... and beautiful.... and spicy

rocksupastar #8 rocksupastarFounder

UM NO I WILL NOT MAKE OUT WITH YOU!

thefunkyfresh #8.1 thefunkyfreshFounder

why not?

rocksupastar #8.1.1 rocksupastarFounder

shave first, then we'll talk

malibu #8.1.1.1 malibuOG 2001

and by talk u mean swapping saliva dontcha? haha. sickos.

rocksupastar rocksupastarFounder

wow julia! take a shower, sheesh! GROSS

thefunkyfresh #9 thefunkyfreshFounder

if you had told me a month ago what my life would be like today I wouldn't have believed it. But I've never been happier

iwz #9.1 iwz

what's different about your life today from a month ago?

web-toedchloe #9.1.1 web-toedchloeOG 2001

Come on! You have to share what's different. New girl?

thefunkyfresh #9.1.1.1 thefunkyfreshFounder

okay here it is: i started taking vitamins, and you won't BELIEVE the difference. all of a sudden i have energy and i just feel GREAT!! :)

web-toedchloe web-toedchloeOG 2001

Tell us about the girl! Come on, I'm too far away for all the good north jersey gossip.

thefunkyfresh thefunkyfreshFounder

to quote stella:

showalter: I feel like a newborn baby lamb, fresh out of the womb, still covered in afterbirth
black: omigod, i am DRIPPING with placenta right now!

superhero #9.2 superheroOG 2004

are you pregnant and keepign the baby?

thefunkyfresh #9.2.1 thefunkyfreshFounder

actually i just had the baby!

englandkid #9.2.2 englandkidOG 2003

whats wrong with you??? (why do i feel like i ask you that every day?)

ilikebirds #9.3 ilikebirdsOG 2002

so are you juggling both chicks now...
remember to not get attached to one more than the other...
give both the same amount of time and love.

iwz #9.3.1 iwz

lol

rocksupastar #10 rocksupastarFounder

FUNKY FRESH IS PREGGOSSSSSS

englandkid #10.1 englandkidOG 2003

no, hes not he just had the baby, scroll down

rocksupastar #10.1.1 rocksupastarFounder

nope hes preggos again

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