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originalsnob by originalsnob · May 31, 2006 · 151 views · Journal

Judge me slowly, as if only to give me room to stand.
You judge me quickly, please forgive me for mistakes I haven't made.
There are sins I do not bear,although not the slightest care now, my vision was impaired somehow.

The memory is clear but, I'll not shead a tear. Tears freeze and turn to flames.
It seems like such a shame; to burn with so much anger since the story will not change.
I've sacrificed most of my life, invested a great deal. Try and imagine how I feel when my blood runs cold as steel.
Good-bye or so long
Good-bye now that you're gone.

***Note from author***
I've never felt grieved and relieved at the same time but, that's where I am right now...I lost a really close friend a while ago but, it seems more final once they go out into the world in that case they're really GONE.

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4 Comments

fivezero #1 fivezeroOG 2003

what're you saying?

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#2 brothermanOG 2004

Did someone die or get disfellowshipped?

socalgal #3 socalgalOG 2003

im sorry chica. but just remember, there's still some time left for the ones who have left for the world to return. we can never give up hope.

flomojopoanode #4 flomojopoanodeFounder

it's a weird thing to experience both grief and relief, but I've been there, and I know what you mean. I still miss my old best friend, who is still disfellowshipped, BUT I'm so glad he's not able to bring Jehovah's name down with his reputation anymore.

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