Slacker

It has been 5 months...

since i graduated from school and i don't yet have nor am i going to school. I'm starting to feel very much that i am a slacker. When i was in school i never had that much motivation, and now that i'm out of school out of that environment, my lack of ambtion is really catching up with me. the thing is i never realy planned out my secular life, and i have no idea what to do. I don't know how to find a job or to go out into the world and do lots of stuff on my own. I was never prepared for any of this. urrgh whine whine whine. i'm gonna go back to playing cmputer games now...