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ekulu by ekulu · Mar 8, 2003 · 147 views · · · Journal

This is where I say I've had enough

And no one should ever feel the way that I feel now.

A walking open wound, a trophy display of bruises

And I don't believe that I'm getting any better.

Any better.



Waiting here with hopes the phone will ring

And I'm thinking awful things

I'm pretty sure that few would notice.

And this apartment is starving for an argument.

Anything at all to break the silence.



Wandering this house like I've never wanted out

And this is about as social as I get now.

And I'm throwing away the letters that I am writing you

Cause they would never do, I would never do.

Never



Waiting here with hopes the phone will ring

And I'm thinking awful things

I'm pretty sure that few would notice.

And this apartment is starving for an argument.

Anything at all to break the silence.



But don't be a liar

Don't say that "everything's working" when everything's
broken.

And you smile like a saint but you curse like a sailor

And your eyes say the jokes on me.



But, I'm not laughing

You're not leaving

Who do I think I am kidding?

When I'm the only one locked in this hell



Waiting here with hopes the phone will ring

And I'm thinking awful things

I'm pretty sure that few would notice.

And this apartment is starving for an argument.

Anything at all to break the silence.



So don't be a liar

Don't say that "everything's working" when everything's broken.

And you smile like a saint but you curse like a sailor

And your eyes say the jokes on me.

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13 Comments

delliott101 delliott101OG 2002 ·

Um... field service? Personal study? Get together with the friends? Come to New Jersey?

ekulu ekuluOG 2002 ·

haha. yes, yes yes, ummm....soon. I'm not bored anymore, and as soon as i find something to change this journal to, i will

delliott101 delliott101OG 2002 ·

Oh, also learn a musical instrument or work on a hobby... works for me!!!

delliott101 delliott101OG 2002 ·

Oh, nice... you could have DELETED the original journal and started a new one....!

iwz iwz ·

actually, i should make it so you can't delete journals! if you write in a diary or a journal, it's like snapshot, you're not supposed to go back and change stuff

deanh77 deanh77Founder ·

agreed. cough cough stef/reaf cough cough

ok4now ok4nowOG 2002 ·

doubly-agreed 

iwz iwz ·

i love that song

R
rocksupastarFounder ·

I like the line about cursing like a sailor...

skaorsk8 skaorsk8OG 2002 ·

this song reminds me of two of my friends who fight constantly over nothing and will probably kill each other if they ever get married. ridiculous.

hunkpapap hunkpapapOG 2003 ·

i hate every beautiful day..

web-toedchloe web-toedchloeOG 2001 ·

I really love that song too.

punkprincess punkprincessOG 2001 ·

saints and sailors...ahhh unplugged is amazing

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