and unfortunate or not for me, i dont trust anyone for the most part except for brandon, but since forever i have made sure i knew everything there was to know about those things, especially since i mainly took care of my bills, and all that., i didnt want people doing it for me, as much as it would have been nice for someone to pay them , it didnt teach me anything,and I as a person needed to know what was up, simpley because i didnt trust people to do it for me.
it's like the game of life. you never let another person spin the wheel. you gotta do it yourself.. or you'll start blaming other people. much like rabies