actually...i know that feeling..i am exactly the same way...ahem...let's just say I fight against a lot of tendencies.
are you talking about gay tendencies? oh, once when i was like 11 i thought my eyelashes were too long so i tried cutting em, i ended up looking like a freak and i got in trouble too. it was so not worth it
you ended up looking like a freak? you didn't start out that way?? I think we should make a video where it's a party and everyone is having fun, eating pizza and then we see matt in the bathroom hiding from everyone, cutting his eyelashes and looking like a freak