I think you've all just given me an anxiety attack. I know we're not supposed to worry about the future too much but in trying to plan for it I worry about it and that messes me up. I'm just trying to go with the flow. If I change, cool..if not, not so cool actually. I've already changed so much since I was 15 (like..I'm not anywhere near the same person AT ALL!) and I just hope that as I change more I change with my beau because I was unfortunate enough to find him in my life waaaay to early.