I crave change alot too. I get bored if I'm not doing something new or stimulating. You've got a drastic change ahead of you. And writing this journal, I've come to another conclusion. "I've heard stories of how people move because they hate where they live and stories of people who move and hate it so much, they move back. I would take either of those circumstances any day. At least I’d have clarity." I take this back. The fact that I can be happy in both places is a blessing. If I had to move back, I wouldn't mind so much at all.