Yeah, that does sound kinda confusing when I type it out. :)
What I meant was, physically, I feel older, because I'm tired, exhausted, and worn out all the time. I feel like I'm 24 in the body of an old woman, with all the aches and pains, hahahaha.
But what I meant by NOT feeling any older, was that by turning 24, I don't feel like there was a big difference in my growth of maturity or knowledge, (maybe a little) because I've felt at this level for a number of years. Like, a "been there done that" feeling, and 24 wasn't a huge milestone for me. No huge realizations or anything....just still the same Keirsten.
Don't get me wrong, I do think I'm more mature now than a few years ago....but not in a "WOW, I've changed" way.
Sorry if that sounds confusing. I realize my rambling might not make a bunch of sense sometimes. :)
I understood what you meant. You prolly feel that way because when you're between the ages of, I dunno, 1-20! learning is all we do but maybe that drops off as you enter the mid 20's. The pace in which you acquire knowledge and experience maybe slows down because you've learned how to live and now you're living.