dude... newegg.com
40gig referbished drive...44.00
http://www.newegg.com/app/ViewProductDesc.asp?description=22-148-013R&depa=1
80gig Drive .... 55.00
http://www.newegg.com/app/ViewProductDesc.asp?description=22-162-002&depa=1
ya ghey.....
don't be so hard on yourself.
keeps me humble