wow, Livy.

I can kind of relate. It was such a shock to hear that a sister in my hall had died. She wasn't old. She wasn't in an accident. She just died. I've never been so shaken. Actually thinking about it.... I'm starting to tear up. I remember when they announced it, the whole congregation gasped, literally gasped. It was one of the most aweful things I've ever experienced. I had to give the prayer that night, at the conclusion of the meeting. I almost lost it like 500 times during the prayer. oops. Had to stop typing to wipe my eyes.

Jehovah never wanted things to be this way and in his nature of love, he also provided the only means of escape from this system. Satan is the cause behind all of the horrible things we experience. When you think about how unnatural life is in his system, and he's responsible, you just have to hate him. And I never want to support him in anyway, if i can help it. This is the perfect time to strengthen your bond with Jehovah by lots of prayers (which I'm sure you're already doing)