look into these eyes of mine, and try to find
the pain that plagues me deep in the mind
No where to run, no one left to confide
is there anyone I can find to sympathize?
I'm on a one way trip, first stop, is self-pity,
I'm the only passenger going to this lonely city,
I've tried to find some who say they agree,
but i'm all alone bustin out this gay diddy.
I'm left all alone, frustrated, and empty,
time leave this city, lock the door, throw away the key.
gotta move along, next stop is self-hatred,
I'm the only one with a problem, yes, I'll face it.
I've battled this bout before, but never lost so sure,
gotta figure this out, before I'm left completely impure,
You may doubt that I've got it bad, and you may be right,
but you don't know how little heart i've got left to fight.
Losing it, no them, the battle and my mind,
This is a losing battle, I know that from hind-sight,
Empty, tired, and cold, I'm left on the floor.
shell shocked, frustrated, and worse than before
look into these eyes of mine, and try to find
the pain that plagues me deep in the mind
No where to run, no one left to confide
is there anyone I can find to sympathize?