sooo my cat that didn't die, ha..Tommy, he has been extremely unfriendly his whole life and pretty much more of an attack-cat than a lap-cat.. but since he's all alone now and all the attention is on him he is totally loving it! He has been purring which I haven't really heard him do before.. and he's been real sweet.. and i'm totally pampering him now. It's kinda cool cuz the other cat was my little baby and this cat was .. an outcast.. and now he's kinda being sweet and cute and babyish so it's nice of him haha

yeah i'm crazy

having pets is great but it's so hard when you have to let go of one like WAY before their time.. that cat should have lived another 10 years :(