so to update i went to a brother that does deep tissue neurology massages. the most painful experience ever. something that i imagine having children is like. his conclusion of my back problems was that my pelvis was twisted 6inches out of alignment. like the right side of my pelvis was rotated out and the left side rotated in. so he did his job and the pain seems to be slowly subsiding after each visit. i have one more and then i think i'll be okay. but i will kinda miss my pimp limp that i was walking.
but in other news it just made me super excited that i can walk and move around again because i just picked up my cap and gown for graduation!! i it's tonight and i had decieded to skip it since i would be in italy but now i'm home and i'm pretty excited to walk in it. its a shame that you can really never were the cap and gowns again. there's so many in my house that that i'm tempted to start making dresses out of them.
but thanks again for everyone's concern!!