Wow, Dan, first response! Thanks, I really feel like its a rant, but, thank you.

It's a strange thing. I've absolutely isolated myself in the past. That turned out horrible. I know better than that, now. Its not that I didn't understand that scripture, but I saw no other way of coping, I was hurting so bad. I avoid that, now, even when I feel like doing just that.

But, yeah, i could be doing so much more with friends and stuff, but I don't want to get hurt. Its easier for me to divert my attentions to other activities so I don't have to feel this way--especially now--I'm especially sensitive right now.

Costa Rica is amazing, and you need to experience it. We've never really HUNG OUT in the past, so we should do that--once I sail through this current sea thoughts and feelings.