you know ... losing friends because they are no longer one of Jehovah's Witnesses, or went and did something crazy, or anything along those lines ... just never gets any easier. I guess all you ...

i know. there's a few out there right now that i really miss a lot and wish would come back soon. i have hopes for all of them, but it sucks so bad waiting and just not knowing what's going to hap...

... and there's nothing you can do, either. i should do a journal