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uh, I know how you feel bran. When I worked the 2nd shift, I would get home at midnight, but I'd have energy till 4am, then I'd go to sleep wake up at 2:00 or so, get showered, go to work at 4pm, and start all over. I never saw my friends, my service time dropped dramatically (pioneering was one of my motivating forces for working the 2nd shift. I figured I could pioneer during the day, work the night, and go home and sleep. It didn't work out.) Not only did my service drop, but I started going to Hackettstown meetings and our own, I left the ministry school, and was really getting worn down by the worldly kids I had to deal with at work. Those were definately not good days. Anyway, I feel for ya, man, keep praying, something will come around, if it is Jehovah's will(why wouldn't it be his will, especially if you'd do better spiritually if you worked a day job, right?)