pelirojita

so i decided to look at the actual picture. And i still love it. maybe its the perfect hip ratio, or the make up or the eyes even. I think it maybe the cute nose. it's probably her whole figure. it's gotta be the hair. Definitely that gorgeous red hair with a bit of a flip. It could be that elegant long neck of hers. but in reality it's just her. Just seeing her being herself. wishing i had taken that picture. Wishing i was doing ridiculous poses with her.

one thing i never really got to prove to her is that i don't mind being silly for her or with her. i think its kinda romantic, just being silly for the sake of it with the person you love. it isn't fake, it isn't a waste of the precious time you have to spend together, its just you enjoying being with them and finding fun in the smallest of things. it's paying attention to and cherishing the small things. that is not what love is, but it is one of the components...