4weeks

I can't believe it. I am moving. In four weeks I will no longer be a Pennsylvania resident. So strange.

I've always wanted to move away from home. At first I was going to live 30 mins away, then 1 hr, 2 hrs, now 3 1/2 hrs. I'm really going to miss my Mom, little brother and my sister. I don't see them all the time because I live with my g-parents. However, it's comforting to know that they are only 10 mins away. It kind of makes me sad. My brother is only 7 yrs old. He is getting a black lab puppy around the time that I move. I am going to miss all that "new puppy fun." I won't be able to take him out on Saturday afternoons to hang out. I won't be able to take my sister out on weekends to cheer her up after an awful week. I can always go home and visit, but I'll miss this stuff. And too a degree, I feel like I am deserting my family. After I leave, there will be nobody close by that is in the truth. They know where the Kingdon Hall is, and they still have their books but now they won't have anyone around to talk about it. I hope they come to the Memorial this year, I invited them all. It will be one of my last meetigns in this area.

I guess, it's all the shock of leaving what you are comfortable with. I've lived in the same house in Mechanicsburg, Pa my whole life. I know central Pa like the back of my hand. In time I know I'll get to know my new home like that too. It's crazy. I am so excited to move to NJ. I'll be insanely close to the beach, close to brian, my roommate is a witness...lots of things i miss will be at my disposal. (Not to mention being close enough to finally attend ezabel events). Anyhow, even though I sometimes feel uncertain, I am ready to start something new.

Ok, my jabbering is done.