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skaorsk8 by skaorsk8 · Mar 27, 2004 · 400 views · Journal

Journal entries are so strange to make when they're personal...especially since this site is so much bigger now, the whole concept of journals is different...

Anyway, the reason I wanted to make one is to announce that I'm feeling better. For a while (a long time actually) I haven't really been myself, too cranky, too quiet, too quick to jump on people and tell them they're wrong (even when they are wrong...what did i accomplish by telling them?? Nothing. Not a blessed thing.) I apologize to the people (we're talkin real life here now) who I talked a big game to about all crazy kinda stuff and then, in person, was quiet and boring.

I apologize. I feel better, I'm back to getting excited about stuff that matters. For a while, I was really mad at someone b/c they didn't know what they wanted in life - or something. I dont know, I wasn't really paying attention. But I don't know what I want either. Here I am, making a major case out of something when I'm doing the same thing.

Ask yourself...everyone...what gets in life gets me excited? What am I passionate about? What makes me JUMP out of bed every morning? Because that's what I want to do. I don't want to wake up and go "oh crap it's morning again...what the...", no, I want to wake up all happy because DUDE IT'S MORNING!! LOOK!!!

How many people do that in the world? If you do - what's your secret? Cause if you're not excited about life, man, it really sucks.

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43 Comments

hunkpapap #1 hunkpapapOG 2003

Well my secret for not being depressed is not being home on eZabel at 9 on a sat night. I"M Kidding, i've missed you and i'm glad you're back...

forrestina #2 forrestinaOG 2002

glad to hear you're feeling better, hon

socalgal #3 socalgalOG 2003

i'm sorry you were feeling that way hun....i didn't think you were boring....

you're human, you're allowed to get in that "funk" every once in a while

Every morning i wake up with the attitude that "this day brings us closer to paradise".....so it puts me in a good mood cause i know that this life is not all there is

perrin #4 perrinOG 2004

Well I must say you seem ok to me. I didn't find you boring when we were at Mike's house the other day.
You know what you need is to play some hockey with us. lol
I think all of us get like that from time to time. I know I do. Sometimes you just get into a mood and it's so hard to get yourself out of it. Believe me when I say I understand completely what you are talking about. At least your getting over it now.

fivezero #4.1 fivezeroOG 2003

hockey hockey hockey!

thewalkhome #5 thewalkhomeOG 2003

Dan Hill...In a completly hetero, secure with my sexuality kind of way, I love you dude. Put on a good CD, have a long day of Service, spend some time with peole you love, eat well, drink plenty, go to bed exhausted...Thats what works for me. That and money.

skaorsk8 #5.1 skaorsk8OG 2002

money?? man. you're a sell-out. i'm never buying another Walk Home cd again unless you renounce your love of Fuse (no, MTV is not cool anymore) and buy enough Aqua cds to satify the population of my sister's former 8th grade class.

hunkpapap #5.1.1 hunkpapapOG 2003

dude fuse rules until about 1-2 in the afternoon. Til then it's ONLY rock. Music videos rot your brain but what a way to zombify...

thatdarngirl #5.1.2 thatdarngirlOG 2002

Fuse is pretty good. I love their commercials.

ophelia #5.1.2.1 opheliaOG 2003

I love those commercials they have where they make fun of MTV,with out ever actually mentioning the name MTV, hilarious...

thatdarngirl thatdarngirlOG 2002

Yes! Like that one with the two nerdy guys like "who wants to see music videos? Show us a few short clips and then cut into some show about some guy dating a girl" blah blah

tinser #6 tinserOG 2002

We wake up every morning to play manhunt. And we only go to sleep with the anticipation of another day of manhunt. It's getting warm again, I think that means more manhunt madness!!

skaorsk8 #6.1 skaorsk8OG 2002

hmm. you're no longer on my list of "good influences". you've now been moved to my list of "crazy obsessive connectives". which is a really good name for a high school class. where we would make shapes out of oaktag.

tinser #6.1.1 tinserOG 2002

hey, thats not nice dan. didnt you say something in this journal about being nice? and, secondly...i dont think that class will be approved for high school, no child left behind! blah blah blah

skaorsk8 #6.1.1.1 skaorsk8OG 2002

what...? no child left...where? i haven't seen muffy in like, 12 days. ever since we went to Stop N' Shop.

tinser tinserOG 2002

see, i think we've both been influenced by ty way too much. supermarkets that dont have everything you could possibly want....are no good

ilikebirds ilikebirdsOG 2002

embrace me into your life. and i'll light it up... like hot stuff.
que bonitas nalgas tienes!

skaorsk8 skaorsk8OG 2002

tengo un gato muy largo en me pantalones!!

socalgal socalgalOG 2003

mijo, yo necesito ensene mas palabras en espanol.....el dicho de la gatito es muy viejo....LOL

tinser tinserOG 2002

timmy the jew! hah

ilikebirds ilikebirdsOG 2002

enciendes mi vida.

skaorsk8 skaorsk8OG 2002

what?? how do you know about timmy the jew...? how do you know this?

tinser tinserOG 2002 skaorsk8

i'm a spy....shoot, now i have to kill you

tinser tinserOG 2002

a) what are nalgas?

b) hug? haha

ilikebirds ilikebirdsOG 2002

What nice rumps you have

yay yayOG 2004

papis fritas w00t

ilikebirds ilikebirdsOG 2002

Eres el sudor que empapa mi sobaco

socalgal socalgalOG 2003

you CRACK me up!!!!!

ilikebirds ilikebirdsOG 2002 socalgal

Deseo al cuello con las tortugas!

Deseas al cuello conmigo?

iwz #7 iwz

good journal entry bro.

let's hang out.

thefunkyfresh #8 thefunkyfreshFounder

dan, i would think you were a really cool guy if you didn't write such gay journal entries...

WOOOOOWWWWW!! jk man

reaf #9 reafOG 2002

Giddy-Up
I like this journal! For some reason to me its like a feel good movie but in journal form, starts off not so great but ends great!

What gets me excited about life? Everything. Im pathetic.

ilikebirds #10 ilikebirdsOG 2002

Welcome to the fold of good times man.

ALways wake up happy. especially if you have a headache, you're in the middle of an alley, and there are two cats licking your face..

because in the end... you had a good time

yodasucka #11 yodasuckaOG 2003

i don't wanna be a player no more... (can't believe no one said this yet)

thewalkhome #11.1 thewalkhomeOG 2003

im not a player i just crush a lot

punkprincess #11.1.1 punkprincessOG 2001

ohhhhhhhh reeeeeeeeeally?

beachbum #12 beachbumOG 2002

well i can't say i ever jump out of bed happy, but once i'm up, there are so many great things to be excited about. so many new things to try, places to go, cool people to hang with, things to look forward to. i'm not exactly sure why i feel so passionate or excited about stuff a lot of times, but is there any reason not to?

omegatweeter #13 omegatweeterOG 2003

i never wake up all happy unless i stayed over someone's house or on vacation. but in the meantime, i like to read my text first thing in the morning. i read my bible at night. but get enough sleep. look forward to the fun things you have planned in the future. overall, keep a positive outlook on life.

violetboregaurd #14 violetboregaurdOG 2003

that is awesome that you could write this journal... it was rad even. lol.
I never jump outta bed in the morning, BUT i do know waking up to the thought that it's a brand new day - different than the one before, I dunno it does something to me. lol.

superhero #14.1 superheroOG 2004

wow i think i might like to marry you one day.

yay #15 yayOG 2004

i love this general it makes me thing about myself a lot more then usual

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#16 toxicgirlOG 2003

dagnabbit, my first double post

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#17 toxicgirlOG 2003

People say simple minds have simple pleasures. But I am glad that I can get darn giddy over small things. The other day I was entering a Dairy Queen with my mom, brother and sister. A guy was leaving cradling his banana split with the widest smile. I said to my mom, "Did you see that guy? That is what life is all about." I was so happy that I ran into a guy who was so joyful over his ice cream goodie. I love noticing things like that. It's also good to avoid people who are constantly talking about what they hate. They have a disease, and should be avoided to save yourself from infection.

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