hmm i have no significant other so as i see it your are doing alot better then me right now, thus leave your pity party and go have some fun with friends you haven't seen since your started dating.
Good thought. It's not even that I won't see anyone this weekend, I know I will, I just feel more comfortable when he's there. When I'm alone, I feel really self-conscious, like everything I say is idiotic. But when I've got him backing me up, I know I'm ok.