dude, if you're up for gilead, that's the way to go. You may not have children, but you'll have tons of spiritual children. I have friends who just went to Mozambique after Gilead, and it's just amazing. You would have such amazing spiritual training, and Jehovah's blessing all the way. A woman that is willing to give her life to Jehovah like that is an amazing one. A diamond in the rough. Go for her--that's my advice.
And if you don't, I will!
Speaking of children, that's another thing to ask yourself.....one woman wants Gilead, but does the other want children, even though she'd make an incredible mother? Do YOU want children? That's obviously gonna be a huge deciding factor, if you do want them for sure, and only one of them does.