last night i went home and totally crashed. i'm not sure i should be doing this in the summer since our apartment is pretty hot. jewy and i have been doing it together, but she has recital this week so it also might not be a good idea for her. i think i'm going to stop and start again closer to the wedding. it just doesn't seem smart to keep going right now.
It does get easier... first couple of days are hard, no matter when you start.
yea i figured that. i just didn't expect to feel so weak.