Being rewarded...
have you heard this illustration...
Parent & Child in a store, shopkeeper says to the child to take a handful of the candies in the jar, child seems apprehensive and doesn't comply, storekeeper repeats until finally he takes a handful and hands it to the child. After leaving the store parent inquires as to why the child didn't take for themselves.... child responds 'did you see the size of his hands'... I would not have gotten nearly as much if I had taken for myself.
Be patient & we'll be rewarded too!