the thing i hate the most right now about losing my pet is that it is ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT it's driving me insane the "what if's" and the "shoulda woulda coulda's" insane!! :( i want it t...
you know what it is too, I have been fortunate enough in life so that I haven't experienced too much loss. So it's like I don't even know how to deal with this right now and I hate it.. I'm sure in a couple of days I'll be okay but just right now it's like geeeeeeeeeezzzzz think about something else already!!!!
and I hate how my mind flashes from the first moment I saw Munchkin to the last - like it was a span of 2 seconds not 8 years
I hate it i just hate all of it
Maybe you should give yourself some time with no music, no tv, no one else, just alone, to think about your kitty and all the happy memories you have. Give yourself time, and you'll look back and smile rather than look back and cry. :)
im sorry hun!!!
and YES in a couple of days you'll be fine but the loss of a pet is horrible. dont be hard on yourself with the coulda woulda shoulda's. thats all they are. just hang in there...maybe a good cry and cookies will help ease the pain.
*HUGS*