Oh well... Back to the drawing board...

What happend?

I guess I felt she was more of a friend than a potential marriage mate. I tried. But she could tell I wasn't in it 100%. It wasn't fair to either of us to continue things. Maybe it's just bad t...

wow. are you serious? im sorry. i feel bad for her too. REALLY bad for her.

I have a "wall" I need to break down before I will be ready for anyone. I think that is why I had hot and cold feelings toward my relationship with her. So my goals are to make all the meetings, ...