this is why i hate change. i love the me that got straight As and helped all the other kids. i hate the me that is now too stupid and has to work really hard for those grades and can't help others for fear of telling them something wrong.
i love the me that danced in the rain for 5 hours straight and did 132 cartwheels in a row (that only ended cuz i hit a tree)
i hate the fact that the change from then to now makes me different and i'm going to continue to be more different as time moves on.
i would love for it to be black and white and when people think of me they could immediately know what they think cuz i'll always be the same and the way i want to be and have to hear people say "no, they're a lot better now. they've changed."
its so stupid. anyways, thanks for the vent.
one last thing. i hate the fact that although i'm a doer i have no plan. need to get one of those.
you did 132 cartwheels, in a row?...you're like the bionic woman or something..I dunno if I can do one in row
hahahah. that was one of my crowning achievements. i still hold competitions with all my little sisters just to see if they can ever beat my records.
hmm maybe you guys can try reading.. or watching some tv instead..