the thing i hate the most right now about losing my pet is that it is ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT it's driving me insane the "what if's" and the "shoulda woulda coulda's" insane!! :( i want it t...

What are you worried that you should've done?

i feel like i should have given her more time and maybe somehow she would have pulled through even though she seemed to get WORSE in the 2 hours from when she first collapsed to when the vet tol...

Awww! It's not stupid and selfish to want more time with a pet you love. Try not to be so hard on yourself.

you know what it is too, I have been fortunate enough in life so that I haven't experienced too much loss. So it's like I don't even know how to deal with this right now and I hate it.. I'm sure in...