Oh well... Back to the drawing board...

What happend?

I guess I felt she was more of a friend than a potential marriage mate. I tried. But she could tell I wasn't in it 100%. It wasn't fair to either of us to continue things. Maybe it's just bad t...

wow. are you serious? im sorry. i feel bad for her too. REALLY bad for her.

I have a "wall" I need to break down before I will be ready for anyone. I think that is why I had hot and cold feelings toward my relationship with her. So my goals are to make all the meetings, ...

i know. that is why you need to BE FRIENDS for a while. you knew you had a wall before, knew you needed to increase service etc and you hurt a good girl in the process. like im BIG on backing y...

Yeah, I see what you're saying. I think good will come out of it though. In time...

just dont hurt anyone else and TOTALLY work on yourself before you jump in the dating game again! :P

We talked and are going to take a break for awhile and revisit things at another time.

good. is she ok?

She's pretty tough. I know she's upset, but she appreciated my honesty. When I'm ready, we're going to hang out again. I feel bad, she hasn't told her dad yet and he likes me a lot. I told her ...