Im sorry to hear about that... It's interesting growing up with all witnesses, you never really took the commandment written at 1 Cor. 15:33 so seriously until you have seen loved ones fall away. Friends I had that were close to me, that have turned to the world truly hurt so bad, but the account that Jesus mentioned about the Prodigal Son allows a sense of hope that they may return back. But of course turning to Jehovah for the strength and the endurance to get through these tough times will be the only thing that can sustain us.